Update 1st October 2008

To whoever that already found me and my new account PLEASE DO NOT TELL ANYONE AND KEEP IT A SECRET DX I'm really hiding from someone! Please?? Q_Q And by the way, I'm not Aoi-chan there. I have a new name. Thank you. Have a nice day.

30 October 2008

Sorry guys D: I can't take it anymore. I'm leaving Aqua-Bluebell and move on to a new account.

Why am I doing this?

I hate being Aqua-Bluebell. There are awfully lots of painful memories here. I don't wanna look at it anymore. I don't want to remember those moments.

I've tried to be patient, but I can't. 'It' already explodes and I'm very angry and sad at the same time.

Not only I lost my best friend because of something stupid that I did, I'm truly a hypocrite.

And I'm running away from a few people. Don't ask.

I'm not gonna tell you what's the name of my name account. I'm not gonna note anyone my new username. Not even GG and Cass and mommy. I don't want anyone to find me. I don't want anyone to know me. If you manage to find me, then bad luck for you ...

I'm not leaving DA for God's sake, I'm just changing accounts :/ That's all. I'm not encouraging you to find me because it's a waste of time. Though I'm pretty sure someone might find me since I'm gonna submit something there soon

I will not delete the deviations in here. I'll just abandon them.

The new account will be my 4th, or is it 5th one? Yeah, I have lots before. I don't care. I just wanna run away.

I can't bring happiness to someone I love the most and she's ignoring me for the total. So what. I'm a devil in disguise, I'm a hypocrite and I do bad things behind people and make their lives for the worse with my words.

I hate everyone of you. See? I'm evil so hate me back and throw tomatoes at me.

Goodbye, guys. See you later (if you ever find me anyway)

p.s: I won't be using the aqua_bluebell@yahoo/hotmail e-mail so don't waste your time composing a message begging for me to come back/give you the name of the new account.

Lots and lots of love,

Aoi-chan ...